Two days ago, I impulsively spent $100,000 on a major European platform. It’s actually pretty simple to explain—I was attracted to their VIP exclusive merchandise, thinking it would be worth exchanging for something unique. I even did some quick calculations—$100,000 principal plus two accounts, earning about $100 from USD stablecoin investments in two days, which made the merchandise feel like a "profit"—a little extra pocket money. Thinking this way, I felt pretty happy at the time.

But what happened next? Today, after calming down, I started to regret it. The more I looked at the merchandise, the less worth it I saw, and my enthusiasm quickly faded. I decided to transfer all the money back.

But here’s the problem—now I feel really anxious. I keep thinking that my actions might be a bit shady, taking advantage of their benefits and then just walking away. Does that count as having no integrity? What worries me even more is that the platform might simply stop sending the merchandise altogether. After all, from the platform’s perspective, who would want to give away items to users who just take and run?

After thinking it over from all angles, I regret my impulsiveness but also worry that my little scheme might affect the final outcome. I really want to hear if anyone has experienced something similar—will the platform still fulfill its promises in the end? Or am I overthinking this?