#PI Last night, after having a few drinks, I reflected on my life and found myself lost, trapped in a dead end. In the blink of an eye, I'm already over forty, how fast it goes! Wasting over forty years of life feels like a complete waste of time, with no ambition. Over the years, I have sought opportunities everywhere, running around, falling and stumbling, yet achieving nothing, having nothing, with a face full of sorrow. Looking back, I can't help but shed tears.

I was born in a farming family, and when I landed, there was no vision in the sky, and the earthwork and green tiles sheltered me from the wind and rain, and I survived. The heavens favored him, and his mother loved his father's grace, so he curled up in the red world. Although the school has been fruitful in the past few years, the unbuilt career has been scarred; Although the life is higher than the paper thin heart hates the sky, the creeping world is indomitable, the introduction of smoke and dust can not be free, living in the market peeping at the temple; Occasionally, he pretends to be profound, he does not dare to take off his disguise in front of people, he does not dare to look directly at the dirt in his heart, he does not have a beginning and an end to be a good person, and he does not dare to completely indulge in bad things; greedy for money and afraid of the world, lustful and often timid; Neither the demon king of the mixed world, nor the hero of the world, see the temple to burn incense, meet the Buddha and worship, wine and meat are stained, when the life is released, the mercy is embraced, and the knife is fast when killing. has not only failed Guanyin, but also failed Rulai, there is no proud past to be found in half of his life, and he lacks ambition to look forward to the future; Gou Hongchen secretly spends his time in vain, blames himself as a friend, and is sincere to his friends but forgets the sinister world. Guilty as a son of man, failing to fulfill his filial piety to make his parents feel at ease!
I have no way out in this life, suffering in every way but only relying on myself. There are too many responsibilities to bear. Who hasn't had a proud spirit? It's just that reality is too cruel. Sometimes I really want to cry loudly, because my heart feels suffocated, because I'm in a bad mood. There are too many helpless feelings, and when I'm alone, I suddenly collapse. The sudden heartache, the sudden sadness, and I suddenly realize that I've been living so poorly. In the most lonely and helpless times, there is no one behind me. Some people become more and more unfamiliar, and the more I see them, the more heartbroken I feel.
A person's life, perhaps from the moment of birth, is to come into the world to experience human suffering and the various flavors of life. One must personally experience the sour, sweet, bitter, and spicy, and all the hardships will eventually pass. Isn't it?
To buy osmanthus flowers and drink wine together, it is never like the youthful days. Alas, flowers may bloom again, but one will never be young again! #Life is a journey of cultivation# Adult life is not easy. #PI #荣誉积分抽奖，赢MacBook Air和精美周边 #HODLer Airdrop - SUT 空投进行中 #关税政策后市场分析