Four consecutive days of watching the market, and the account has grown by 68u.

It's not losing money that’s upsetting, but the feeling of "knowing you're trying hard but the efficiency is so low it’s suffocating"—all your time and energy poured in, and what’s the result? Feeling nauseous from exhaustion.

Waiting at 3 a.m. for the Fed to cut interest rates by 25 basis points, then immediately watching to see if Japan might unexpectedly raise rates before Christmas. After this series of operations, I increasingly feel that the real opportunity window might be tucked away at some point in the second half of December 2025.

All I want to do now is one thing: steadily earning 10% of the principal every day, then let the compound interest run on its own.

If I can't do this, I simply can't sleep—not because I’m trying to chase that 10% for four straight days, but because I have to do this every day. Every single day.