Today I thought about stop-loss again, it’s really like a breakup: the more you drag it out, the more reluctant you become; the more you drag it out, the more you start to make excuses for yourself. In the end, it’s not about making back the money, but wearing down your mindset and still having to pay “interest.” What I’m more afraid of now is that kind of self who stubbornly endures until they can’t look at their account, honestly, admitting loss is a painkiller, dragging it out is a chronic disease.

Recently, isn’t there a bunch of people running testnets to earn points? Every day guessing that the mainnet won’t give out tokens and they’ll break their defenses… I feel the itch too, but thinking about those old pits I dug before: the most expensive expectations, the harshest disappointments. Just now I closed the trading page, quiet down, at least don’t let emotions date for me. That’s it for now.